broken painter

The turbulent mind's fight with my heart......

My mind...........this dirty cloudily forest of idiot neurons will never listen to "me"............oh my "me", there are two "me"s in me....... I, means my heart,said to me let us get money and luxury...no need to play with science, history, economics, society, art, culture and here comes my fantastic melody in my thought life..that's the vedas....... combination of crores of Einstein's, Feynman's, Aurabindo's, Ramanujan's, Koutilya's, Aryabhaatta's minds.My heart always drags me to the material world..........I never wanted to be an orange swami.........but at the same time my mind never allows me to involve with the heart.............my heart says "see the people, we have a limited time in our hands, go and xplore all of it..all the beauty's of the world... see those wonderful movies, show off ur self to the world..." and again dis heart says oh my dear sravan y r u going to extreme philosophy mood.....out......readzvous*2008 is going on hit dat stage yaar......nee way in the middle of mind and heart i am going mad......................wat I want in life is "full sleep, nice food(very nice)"
Anyway Friends ........i always fight with me don't fight ohhhhh shuttt...there is an event in the fest i gotta go.............
*reandeazvous means a grand festival in IIT Delhi a highlight in the year

my first crush wid a diary and hope for continuty ...........

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  from my sixth class, wen i was 11 years old i had been trying a lot to start a paper diary........in 8th i was joined in a hostel ......whenever my parents visited to see me they used to give me some 10-15 Rs ........i was very much sincere den ............i gadered all dose 10s 15s to buy wren&martain and an english dictionary...........i made dem around 50 Rs and set to a near town to buy dose books i asked first cost of a dairy ........he siad around 100 Rs...............i lost d hope to maintain d diary...............i asked d grammar book prize he said 70 Rs ............i have to wait haif a more year to get dat ........by dat time my parents would have visted some more times.... finally i got d diary in my 12th class i continued it for 2 years.Now after getting into IIT, i stopped the diary not intentionally but,i couldn't make enough time.....so i strted dis digital diary hoping dat i will continue dis for years...............